I restarted the shadow work program a couple of days ago. Granted, I have not gotten past Day 1 yet. This is because of everything that has been coming up for me emotionally - the trauma that has been stored in the deepest crevices of my vessel for YEARS. It's been a wild experience... My ID, Ego, and Superego appear to me now as separate voices in my head that I can identify and differentiate. This is absolutely difficult work, but I know that I am healing, and healing isn't linear. There's been a lot of emotional breakdowns, and the dissolution of many, many friendships. At times I feel like I'm losing against my shadow; she has quite literally been trying to kill me. However, I remind her that we are one and everything she is attempting to sabotage is for OUR highest good. Thank you, Amanda, for this program. You're quite literally changing my life for the better.
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